You are alone.........

What do you do when you know

You’ve done an irreversible mistake

You try to work things out

But nothing turns out the way you want

Each day you live in pain

Carry the burden of your long listed problems

The more you try to move away from them

More closer you get to it

Only thing that you wish

Is that when you close your eyes

Everything turns something close to normal

But you find that

Whatever you’re trying to do is a waste

You have no life

An unbearable pain is residing in you heart

And everything you love is on stake

You lose it all

When you are close to achieving the climax

You never figure out

How things work

You find the person you trusted

Turns out to be someone you never knew

You cry so hard

That one day you find

You have no more tears left to cry

All the agony is subdued in your smile

You try to be perfect

Fool people with your smile

You keep everyone as happy as possible

Let them hear what they want to

Oh you’re the best is all that you hear

But you know now they don’t really care about us

You just wish you hadn’t been so soft spoken

Everything seems so good

You get lost

You never come to know when it turns bad

You wish someone could just hear you, understand you

Raise you up higher than you ever thought

People say man’s love is mortal

So you turn to God for unfailing, never-ending love

You’re confused, doubt sometimes on His existence

Sometimes things wok,

Sometimes they don’t

Every time you pray

It seems your talking to yourself

Making a complete fool out of yourself

Just believing that someday my prayers will be heard

You can’t seem to really read all the signs

You try to find a friend on whom you can count on

But he only wants to be your lover

And finally lose even the friendship that you ever shared

By the time you realize

That you had been shitting the whole of your life

You realize you’re in the shithole

And it is impossible to get yourself out of it.

And now you know and realize you are all alone!