I don’t wanna die tonight

As I burn a candle

lay here by myself

I wish if somebody knew

somebody cared

somebody who’d show me a world

like he did in the past

and save me from all the mess I made

take away all this guilt and shame

allay my fear of loneliness

I am just so lost here in the darkness

 

Cuz I don’t wanna die tonight

something doesn’t feel right

wish i could trust my instincts

wish you could be mine

 

Hate for myself is on the rise

a new plan I need to devise

I am crying for help

Why doesn’t anybody listen

drinking away my sorrows

smoking away my pains

on the path of doom here I’m walking

With a heavy heart, head bowed down in shame

I’ve so many friends

but no one to blame

 

Cuz I don’t wanna die tonight

something doesn’t feel right

wish i could trust my instincts

wish you could be mine

 

however hard I try

no one seem to understand

I’ve bled too much, shed my tears

But the person I love has no idea

Just want to lie in your arms

Have my last breath, I pray

Since you’re not here

 

I just don’t wanna die tonight

something doesn’t feel right

wish i could trust my instincts

wish you could be mine